Swimming

I am swimming in a sea of green and brown. Where am I you ask? I am sitting on my bed watching my Wonderful Husband pack up his gear. Cammies, body armor, helmet, a camelbak, skivvies, deck of cards, the mounds are endless. It is easy to look at 6 months before they begin. I think that I am in denial, not having a hard time with what awaits ahead of me. It is easy to overlook the inevitable when out on a date to Chili's. Or a quick run to Walmart that turns out to be an even longer trip because we decide to go see what kind of fans they have at Lowes. You know, I think that I will just keep myself in the dark until he leaves. So if you see don't tell me okay?